Almost a year and this thing hasn't been touched once.

Hope everyone's doing alright. Let me start up with some updates.

Jessie and I never dated. ... Well... We 'did' but... we didn't. It was a basic misunderstanding, so... of course, when I got to Eastern, it quicly dropped, and hasn't been the same since. We're still good friends though. Woot.

So, now I'm with this beautiful girl, Rachael, and I couldn't be happier. She's... possibly the best thing in my life right now, considering some of the rest of it, I'd rather do without. Anyway, we're celebrating 6 months in April. Longest relationship I've ever been in and definitely the best.

Still taking classes like a mad, crazy woman. College isn't as bad as they make it sound in high school... Only part I'm having problems with is that I'm dealing with outside stress and... I'm just so sick of being poor!! XDD

I came to some realizations recently that I just wanna rant about. Hope no one minds! Just skip this part if you do!

I hate some people. I hate the fact that many of the people I knew in high school don't say a fucking word to me now. Some of them I understand, and I won't hold that against anyone, but others... Fuck, people, my cell phone hasn's changed in three damn years. It's not going to any time soon either. One would think that some contact about life would be initiated. ... Am I trying to make certain people feel bad? No. I'm not that vindictive...

... I guess it boils down to... that I'm having a really tough time right now, and I keep thinking someone will realize it and... give me a cheer up, but not one person has given it a second glance. And that's just here. Ypsilanti.

I'm not asking for sympathy, or asking to be called 24-7. I just needed to rant for a minute. That's it.